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i hope you realize this is taking time out of my precious day. i really don't have any to spare, anyhow, but i suppose something in another area will have to suffer. i feel like i never get caught up, or if i do it's only long enough to sit down and read the mail. then i'm off again. i haven't taken a leisurely bath in i don't know how long. i can't remember the last time i showered without having to wash my daughter, too. i haven't finished the last scrapbook present i owe someone for christmas of last year, let alone started on noah's or get caught up on soren's. i haven't been able to exercise regularly because, well, having two kids is a fairly irregular job. either they're not sleeping at the same time or we take up the cool morning doing other necessities and find the afternoon too hot; there are a million reasons to not exercise, right? in short, i'm feeling rather frazzled today. it isn't like this always. i mean, it is, but it doesn't always frustrate me to this extent. usually i just breathe, think to myself it won't always be like this, and deal with it. but today i'd like to stop everything that i MUST do and just do what i WANT. today, i would trade this for anything, though any other day i'd say i wouldn't trade it for the world. i still love my kids as much, and my husband, too, but sheesh, a woman needs a break! or maybe just a little recognition and appreciation in the form of massages and a few tickets good for getting out of making dinner.
anyway, that's what's going on with me. what's going on with you?